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A pergunta que tem ocupado o meu pensamento nas últimas semanas é: Como é que se reinicia a comunicação com o nosso público depois de uma longa ausência?
Tentei escrever de manhã cedo; durante a tarde; quando todos dormiam; ao fim‑de‑semana e durante a semana; no conforto dos meus lençóis; no sofá; na varanda e na secretária. Ao sabor de chá, de café e de limonada.
Quis escrever aquando do fim das férias e inicio do ano lectivo, quis escrever sobre a realidade da volta ao activo, quis escrever sobre duas questões da maternidade em particular, quis dar-vos a conhecer sobre o meu último artigo para a KIDE Magazine, (que já agora, podem ler aqui).
Que desconforto!! Que mau estar!! Nada saía de cá de dentro.
Depois de algum trabalho introspectivo, cheguei à conclusão de que há apenas um caminho para responder à minha pergunta inicial: A honestidade!
Sabem aquela situação em que vão ao supermercado, vêm ao longe uma cara conhecida, e dão meia volta para a ala seguinte, só para não se cruzarem de frente com essa pessoa, com a vergonha de não terem estado presentes nas suas vidas, como gostariam?
É mais ou menos o mesmo sentimento. É assim que me sinto para com vocês.
No meio do turbilhão de mudanças que têm ocorrido em mim, não tenho conseguido integrar o blog no meu, "animado" dia-a-dia.
Questiono-me vezes sem conta se manter o blog não será pior do que abandona-lo, pois terminaria com este sentimento de culpabilidade, porém, por outro lado, sei que tal representaria uma amputação no meu espirito, com a qual teria muitas dificuldades em lidar.
Elejo a segunda opção por agora, e espero sinceramente conseguir voltar a ser a velha amiga que vem ao vosso encontro no supermercado, e não a que se esconde entre as prateleiras.
The question that's occupying my mind in the last weeks is: How can you restart a communication with your public after a long absence?
I tried to write early in the morning; in the afternoon; when all were asleep; at the weekend and during the week; in the comfort of my bedsheets; on the couch; in the balcony and at the desk. At the taste of tea, coffee and lemonade.
I wanted to write about the end of the holidays and the back to school, the reality of going back to work, about two specific motherhood questions, I wanted to tell you about my last article for KIDE Magazine, (which you can read here).
What a discomfort!! Nothing was coming out.
After some introspective work, I came to the conclusion that there is only one way to answer my initial question: Honesty!
You know that situation when you go to the supermarket, see a familiar face from a distance, and turn immediately around to the next shelf, so you don't get in the way of this person, moved by the shame of not being as present in this person's life, as you'd like to?
It's more or less the same feeling for me here.
In the middle of the whirlwind of changes that have taken place inside of me, I have not been able to integrate the blog into my, "lively" days.
I've been questioning myself over and over again, if keeping the blog will not be worse than abandoning it once and for all, because I would have the chance to end this guilt feelings, but, on the other hand, I know that would represent an amputation in my spirit, which would be very difficult to deal with.
I choose the second option for now, and I sincerely hope that I can be the same old friend who comes to your direction in the supermarket again, instead of the one that hides between the shelves...
No meio do turbilhão de mudanças que têm ocorrido em mim, não tenho conseguido integrar o blog no meu, "animado" dia-a-dia.
Questiono-me vezes sem conta se manter o blog não será pior do que abandona-lo, pois terminaria com este sentimento de culpabilidade, porém, por outro lado, sei que tal representaria uma amputação no meu espirito, com a qual teria muitas dificuldades em lidar.
Elejo a segunda opção por agora, e espero sinceramente conseguir voltar a ser a velha amiga que vem ao vosso encontro no supermercado, e não a que se esconde entre as prateleiras.
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The question that's occupying my mind in the last weeks is: How can you restart a communication with your public after a long absence?
I tried to write early in the morning; in the afternoon; when all were asleep; at the weekend and during the week; in the comfort of my bedsheets; on the couch; in the balcony and at the desk. At the taste of tea, coffee and lemonade.
I wanted to write about the end of the holidays and the back to school, the reality of going back to work, about two specific motherhood questions, I wanted to tell you about my last article for KIDE Magazine, (which you can read here).
What a discomfort!! Nothing was coming out.
After some introspective work, I came to the conclusion that there is only one way to answer my initial question: Honesty!
You know that situation when you go to the supermarket, see a familiar face from a distance, and turn immediately around to the next shelf, so you don't get in the way of this person, moved by the shame of not being as present in this person's life, as you'd like to?
It's more or less the same feeling for me here.
In the middle of the whirlwind of changes that have taken place inside of me, I have not been able to integrate the blog into my, "lively" days.
I've been questioning myself over and over again, if keeping the blog will not be worse than abandoning it once and for all, because I would have the chance to end this guilt feelings, but, on the other hand, I know that would represent an amputation in my spirit, which would be very difficult to deal with.
I choose the second option for now, and I sincerely hope that I can be the same old friend who comes to your direction in the supermarket again, instead of the one that hides between the shelves...
Flop!! Comunicação reiniciada!!!! Ansiosa por voltar a ler e ser inspirada!!
ResponderEliminarSofia , acho que faz parte.Nem sempre o espírito é o mesmo .
ResponderEliminarVolta devagarinho e não cortes com nada .....
bj grande com saudades